Hubungan Tanpa Status Yang Tersembunyi

yaaa,hubungan tanpa status yang tersembunyi,
tiada yang tahu,hanya aku kamu dan Tuhan juga segelintir orang yang ku kenal

Namun tak bisa di pungkiri hal itu sempat membuat aku bahagia dan selalu rindu akan masa-masa itu,
Duduk berdua denganmu
tertawa bersama,
bercerita tentang impian-impian besar kita,
suaramu,
senyummu,
kerjasama kita,
lirikan matamu,
perhatianmu,
dukunganmu,
pujianmu,
sentuhan tanganmu,
Semua itu indah  :)

Walau terkadang aku takut ketika kamu marah dan moodmu berubah-ubah,
dan kita berdiam diri samai akhirnya kita bicara lagi,
dan memulai lagi walau tak seindah pada awalnya,

Dibalik semua keindahan itu,rasa sakit itu tetap ada,
ketika aku harus menyembunyikan rasa ini
hanya karena aku takut setelah itu kita tidak akan bersama lagi,
karena aku juga tidak ingin mnyakiti orang-orang yang diam-diam mengagumimu dan berkeluh kesah padaku,
dan kemudian aku tahu bahwa semua kebaikan dan keindahanmu tidak hanya untukku tapi pada gadis-gadis lain,
dan aku tidak tahu dan tidak ingin tahu apakah kamu memang baik pada semua orang atau kamu memang suka mempermainkan perasaan ini,

Apapun yang terjadi aku tetap bersyukur atas semua ini,
terimakasih telah membuat keindahan di hidup dan perasaanku,
aku sulit jatuh cinta dan hanya merasakan status palsu dengan orang-orang itu,tapi dengamu itu semua berbeda
terimakasih telah ada dalam hatiku yang selama ini tak pernah diisi oleh cinta yang sesungguhnya,

aku hanya ingin bilang aku pernah menyayangimu dan selelu merindukanmu,
semoga kita bisa mengejar mimpi-mimpi besar kita yang pernah kita utarakan,
dan suatu saat lagi bertemu walaupun bukan sebagai jodoh namun aku berharap kita tetap menjadi teman yang baik,
satu hal yang aku harapakan saat ini kamu merasakan hal yang sama denganku walaupun kita tak mungkin bersatu,


Good Bye Baby,

 

I Really Missed My Senior High School Era :P

Taking a Picture for year book huhuhu

Before National Examination

Prom Night " Night to Rembember"
Theme : Anak Tani

Just Hangout and Narsis2an haha

Sweet seventeen " msih gendut huhu "

English Camp Competition

Charity :)

Theater huhahaha

Baliiiiiii :) :D

My first class :)

There a lot of happiness,joking,togetherness,and teamwork
I Miss You All :)

Why I Am Here ???

crying everyday :(
yeahh,because i don't know why i am here and i must follow this life like that

I failed for 2 times to reach my desire,my dream school and i don't know i have accepted and i got the scholarship here. is it just luck or destiny from the God???

Then, i chose that chool and i hoped i can reach my dream in the future.
day aftr day, i felt sad. i must live alone so far away from my family,my mom,my beloved sister who always help me everytime,my friends,and my last future.
i must live independently and manageeverything by my self.

yeah,God is really kind. although i failed,He still give another choice.
i met many new friends. they are kind and teach me about everything that i never knew before,abut economical attitude, how to be independent,and how to be close with God.

but,sometimes i regret why i must be here. what's going on????
why my life change become out of my expectation???
God,i don't know what happen now,please help me !!!

It's My new life

First choice

yeaah, finally i enter new life,new university,new friends,new conditions,and new choice.
I choose Public relatins as my major in university.
I have new hobbies and new dream. I want to be a great news anchor. I lke journalism and brdcasting.
i also join many club such as choir,dancing,journalictic,news casting,and charity.

Hmmm, ihope its my better choice and i hope God will bless me until i reach my dreams :)

Love Or Money?

            Love or money?it’s so difficult things that we must choose in our life.  Life without love is so lonely and life without money is also impossible. However,what should we do if we must choose Love or money?
            Love is the best things that the God have created for us. Love make our life to be so beautiful. Love come from our deep down heart. Love means we can accept all of the specialty and the weekness. So, Love make to be wise and kind because of love,we can respect and understand each other. The most important things is Love can’t be bought by money.
            On the other hand, Money is not anything, but everything  in this world needs money. So, some people think that life will be happy if we have much money. Money is the first things that considered to make all decision in this world,even Love. For example, if we want to marry with some one,the first things that we will disscuss is money.
            Well,Love or money are things that can’t be separated. If you are talking about Love,Talk with your heart,but if you are talking about money,Talk to your  mind. To get the happiness we must think with our heart and our logic to make the best decision or the best choice. In brief Love is as important as money,although Love must be the main priority in our life.

About My Dramatical Life

IT'S ME